Desire Ch. 26 - Calling Casey

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Chapter 26 – Calling Casey
POV: Emily
Word Count: 2979

October 21, 2009; Wednesday

  We were both at work; he was with Taylor and Isaac in the studio working on the new album. They had decided to make this album more upbeat and from what I could hear they were doing a good job of it. I was working on a new order format because a few complaints had come in about items being missing when the order was shipped. I was also preparing for the coming up holiday with new merchandise for Christmas being planned.

I was rolling the idea of calling Casey around in my head but I was still tipping back and forth, on one hand I wanted to please him and that would mean inviting Casey out, assuming he agreed. On the other hand I didn’t want to invite him because what if Zac found he liked it better with him? What if once just wasn’t enough for either of them? I really had no idea who to call and seek advice from because this wasn’t something anyone needed to know.

Isaac slid into the seat beside me about two, I had seen Zac go toward the bathrooms and I saw Taylor heading out presumably for lunch.

“What did you get Zac for his birthday?”

I looked at him. “Myself?”

“Um…anything else?”

I giggled some. “He needed a new desk chair here so I ordered one and I ordered a new chair for the house, one of those fancy high tech gaming chairs, supposed to be for hard core gamers so I am hoping it helps.”

I hadn’t told him but Casey was another gift I was considering.

“Not bad, we got video games from the list you gave us.”

“He’ll enjoy that a lot. The ones he’s gotten he’s beaten at least twice already.”

“Did you still want us to keep him busy tomorrow?”

“Well, since he went above and beyond for my birthday I figured I would do something special for him. I called your mom for her brownie recipe.”

“Oh my, you are going all out. You know how hyper he gets with those.”

“I know…Believe me I know. But, I’m also doing a big dinner.”

“Ok. Taylor and I wanted to make sure nothing had changed. We told him to take Friday off, we’re way ahead of where we’d thought we’d be and we used that as an apology for making him come in tomorrow.”

“No need too, you guys worked on Taylor’s and yours last year. He has enough ego issues Ike, don’t make it worse.”

“Is everything ok? He finally told us why your dad showed up.”

“It’s fine really. I just…”

I shouldn’t say anything to Isaac, he was Zac’s brother and Zac was very adamant he didn’t want either of them ever knowing what we did in the bedroom.

“You’ve seemed like there was something bothering you, is there something?”

“No it’s just there was something we discussed and he said no to me but I’m torn on whether to say no to him in return.”

He looked at me confused for several moments; I hadn’t said much that meant anything. I watched him open and close his mouth a few times before he glanced toward the bathroom door. Zac had come out and was going back to the studio.

“I’m going to assume this might have something to do with things he doesn’t tell us.”

“Your assumption would be right, which is why I can’t really tell you what it is.”

“I’ll assume it’s not the nurse outfit, which Nikki really thanks you for that idea but she’s been too shy to call you and tell you.”

“No, it’s not that and you’re welcome. He was quite embarrassed that day.”

“Yeah, it’s why we haven’t teased him about it. Well, without knowing what he’s denying or what you’re debating I can’t really provide decent advice. But, whatever it is I am sure he’ll love you whether you agree or not. I’ve never seen him act the way he does around you.”

“Surely he acted this way with Kate, at least at some point.”

“He was happy around us but you could sometimes tell it was an act. Although we thought that in March they’d fix their problems, turns out it was you. I think that’s why Taylor pushed so hard for you to come take care of him when he was sick. Really Emily, you didn’t think that was weird?”

I laughed. “I knew exactly what Taylor was doing. But, really you guys did need sleep and he is incredibly needy and whiney. Ironically, his insistent to do the show anyway is probably what saved us. I found the e-mails when he was passed out. He may never have told me about those.”

“He would have, maybe not as soon though. But back to what’s bothering you, I think whether you say yes or no to him for whatever it is, it won’t change how he feels about you.”

“Ike! Lunch!” Taylor yelled.

He nodded and got up. “Do what feels right Emily. Zac won’t love you any less.”

He then ran off to the studio for lunch and I sat there a moment before Zac brought me the plate Taylor had gotten for me.

“We didn’t forget you were here.”

I smiled at him and he kissed me then ran off to the studio. I took the plate up to the office and sat down to eat. They would be preoccupied for a while so when I got done I locked the office door and sat down. I tried dialing twice before I finally did call Casey.

“Hey Zac!” He said.

“It’s not Zac…”

“Oh…well hello Emily. How are you?”

“I’m ok; I’m in our office that’s why his name came up.”

“Well I figured that.”

“I know this is short notice but what are you doing for the next few days?”

“Ironically, I was supposed to be going to a song retreat that Gabby is hosting but if you have anything better please, please, please invite me.”

I twisted the phone cord painfully around my fingers, I didn’t want to ask this or bring up the subject. I saw the photo of me he took right before he asked me to be his wife, he kept a printed 8x10 above his work space and he also carried a wallet size of the same one. There was one beside that one of us, after he asked.

“Do you remember the conversation you and I had last time you were here? You asked me a question and I couldn’t answer you.”

“Yes, but I also said you did not have to answer and I understand why you didn’t.”

“Yeah...So…what if I told you he had expressed that type of interest to me?”

He was very quiet for a few minutes. “Emily, you were very adamant that you could not say anything about what he had said to you.”

I took a deep breath. My mind kept flipping back and forth, reject him because he did me or please him because I wanted to.

“Well, I did say that but I couldn’t discuss that with you because I needed to ask him first. He was sick and it wasn’t a good time to ask. After you left though I spoke to him and put the suggestion out, he took some time to consider it before he answered me.”

“Wow...Uh…let me…let me get somewhere with more privacy.”

I sat back and waited, could hear noises in the background. It sounded like doors opening and closing and there was a dinging sound as well.

“Ok. I am in my car now away from everyone.”

“So, Zac gave me permission to speak to you about it. A few months after we started having sex I set up a romantic thing at my apartment because up until then we’d been at the studio. I asked a friend for some tips and he told me all about the prostate gland, so I introduced a few fingers to the ass and it turned out he kind of liked it. For his birthday that year I bought a plug and used it on him, he rather liked that as well. We’ve actually used that plug many times.”

“No offense Emily but neither of those are really bad and a lot of straight, non gay men use both of those methods.”

I wasn’t sure how much to say over the phone really.

“I understand that. You are aware that Zac’s the only person I’ve been with willingly, when we moved into the new house we had a long conversation. We discussed with each other what we wanted to try, one of his required that I purchase a strap on and use it. While it was effective it was not the same and he said it felt kind of weird.”

The other end of the line was dead quite and I waited fifteen minutes wondering if I had scared him or if the connection had been lost.

“Casey?”

“I’m here. Hold on, I am trying to wrap my mind about what you just said.”

Another ten minutes ticked by and I sat quietly waiting on him.

“Ok, so let me make sure I understood you correctly. Sweet little innocent Zachary Walker Hanson, I want to clarify that whole name to ensure we’re talking about the same person, has not only allowed you to use fingers and plugs on him, but he basically allowed you to fuck him and he likes it?” He asked.

“Yes.”

“Fuck!”

“I tried to tell you in El Paso that he was not all that innocent.”

“Yes, you told me but damnit Emily I thought you meant like he would spank you or something, I didn’t think that was what you meant!”

“He has spanked me among other things.”

“Ok, seriously you need to stop talking about that; otherwise I will have to remain in my car.”

I felt the red hot heat flush my face and I was thankful no one was around.

“Sorry.”

“Ok. So you spoke to him and he said it was ok to talk to me and tell me this.”

“Yes. But, that’s not really why I called you.”

“Ok.”

“I remember what you said at the retreat and how you went both ways. He was content with the toys but Casey there are things I cannot do because I am not a man and no strap-on will change that. Added, even he can’t really do a blowjob on a toy. It’s possible but unrealistic.”

He waited and again I twisted the cord painfully around my fingers, why was this so hard?

“I’m calling to ask you to come to our house for a few days. We both agree that you won’t tell anyone and you would never want to hurt him. We trust you.”

“Are you asking me to come to your house and have sex with Zac?”

Hearing those exact words made it no easier to really say or handle.

“Basically, yes. I made the suggestion and he took some time to think about it and he told me he would like to. He never said when though and I feel it might be a good birthday present for him.”

“Are you ok with this?”

“Yes.” I gritted my teeth, hoping it sounded convincing.

“You don’t sound so sure about that.”

He was right, I wasn’t sure about it at all but it would please Zac.

“I called didn’t I? Besides, I will not be leaving the room.”

“So, you will also be there?”

“Yes. I’ll be in the room as an observer.”

“Are you participating in any way?” He sounded very hopefully about that.

I saw Zac appear at the corner of the window, he was talking to Isaac who was about to go into his office.

“Shit! I have to go he’s coming. If you want too then just text me and let me know. Do not text Zac.”

I hung-up before he could respond and Zac had to use his key to get inside, it wouldn’t shock him that I was here, but the locked door would.

“That was odd.” He said.

“Not the first time I’ve locked myself in.”

“True, but the last time you did that it was mostly because you were upset.”

“I’m not upset; I just wanted some quite time and that way no one comes in.”

He sat down on the stool. “So, there making me work tomorrow but said I could have Friday.”

“Ike mentioned it earlier, it sucks but you have to remember Taylor worked on his birthday.”

“I know, least they gave me Friday.”

He rolled over to me and smiled seductively at me. “And if you keep me up all night, I won’t have to get up early.”

I raised an eyebrow. “Have you not gotten enough in the last two weeks? I mean Damn Zac you let me do whatever the hell I wanted all weekend, you do realize you really didn’t get out of bed much right?”

“I know. But it wasn’t all sex either Ems. You did that whole exploration thing which was more romantic than erotic.”

I turned to face him, used the collar of his shirt to pull him to me to kiss him. “No one said I had anything planned.”

He looked kind of down at that, but he should know better. I slid my hands up his thighs.

“Although, I do leave early I could always come back when Taylor and Isaac are gone…”

I detected the slight breathing change, could tell just running my hands up this thighs was causing reactions and the tighter pants he’d chosen weren’t helping to hide the reaction. I moved my left hand to his shirt, gripped the front and pulled him gently to me and then ran my tongue along his jaw line and felt the shiver that coursed through him.

“I could get one of your drumsticks from the room…”

I heard the moan slip past his lips into my ear; I kissed his neck a few times, brought my hand over to his crotch, where he’d want it anyway. I heard the sharp intake of breathe then.

“I could bring you back here; peel off whatever pants you choose…”

He laid his head against my shoulder, not even caring that all the windows were open.

“I could then bend you over the desk instead of me, my desk defiantly mine.”

He was very hard by now, between the talking and the movements of my hand, he kept shifting trying to make room in the pants.

“Give you your birthday spanking, which you know you’re getting.”

There was another moan that slid past his lips; his hands were on my thighs steadying him some. I turned and nipped his ear a few times and lowered my voice.

“But instead of letting you get up, I can keep you there…”

I put a little more pressure on the erection through the jeans.

“I can bring a few toys with me...”

There was a rather loud moan that escaped through his lips.

“We can see how you like being fucked bent over a desk.”

I felt the intense shiver cascade down his body, felt him push his hips forward against my hand and I knew it was being very mean but I moved my hand completely.

“But, you’ll have to just wait and see.”

“Ems…” he whined.

I kissed his cheek which was bright red. “Baby, the blinds are all open and other people are here.”

It was the first time he realized they were indeed open around us and he looked terrified, the blush deepening.

“You know you wanted to be a naughty little boy.” I whispered.

He groaned and laid his head back on my shoulder. “You can be so evil. You did this on purpose.”

I giggled. “Maybe. But, maybe that is the plan. I got to get back so I can get finished and be ahead a bit so I can leave early.”

I got up and he groaned again. “I could just pull you back.”

“But you won’t, although I wouldn’t get up for a bit.”

He gave me his best evil look, it was clear he wanted more but he wouldn’t find any relief for that until tomorrow. I went down to the main floor and picked up where I’d left off. About 4:30 my phone buzzed and I got it, it was from Casey. I was kind of hoping he would decline.

I’ll be there tomorrow; I will get a cab to your house when I arrive. Will anyone be there?

I sighed. I should have known that Casey wouldn’t say no to this chance, not after admitting he’d had a bit of a crush on Zac anyway.

Yes. I am fixing dinner for him so I am leaving at 1. Thank you.

Don’t thank me yet Ems, Zac has never done this and there is no guarantee that once I am standing there he will go through with it, no matter what he said. I also got the impression that you are not as ok with this as you say you are.

Casey was very perceptive and I knew I’d have to do a better job at sounding like I was ok with it when he was present.

He seemed pretty sure about it Casey, I am comfortable with it.

We’ll see on both cases. I should arrive there about 3, is that ok?

Yes. I should be home long before that.

I glanced up at the office, he was leaned over the desk working on something and I hoped he was truly ok with this, hoped that afterwards he wouldn’t abandon me and go live with Casey or some other guy.